Hiatus

To the loyal Panda readers:

I’m sorry.

When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.

I don’t have it in me anymore… I’m kinda going through a rough patch right now… I started surfing for things to put on site today and I just gave up.  I had a long night last night… lots of reflection, lots of tears…

I have to re-prioritize my life.  I love getting comments from friends and strangers alike who let me know I’ve brought a smile to their face, I appreciate it… I do.  I just don’t have the energy.  I don’t like that this has become a chore for me.

I will still post, but only once a week… that’s all the time I will allow myself.  There are other things I should be doing.  I love you all but I have to focus on other things… making people laugh is the greatest skill I have… but I need to reach a bigger audience…  I’ve been in a state of arrested creativity for a while and it’s time to jump start my ass. I can’t allow myself to be content with this, it’s not enough, I’m hungry for something more.

I will post again soon… and hopefully with a little more happiness and less frustration.

Thanks for reading.

~ C